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October 20, 2006
Limbo
Okay, work has been crazy, and I'm really, really, really feeling the urge to say, "Fuck it!" and run off to hide somewhere. This place is gnawing at my soul. I want to start job hunting; maybe in Oregon or Florida. *shrugs* I don't know why. Where I am just sucks.
I passed (for now) on a new job that would have netted me a nice pay raise, at the cost of an additional two and a half hours to my daily commute (making it upwards of four hours). *shrugs* I don't know why exactly, I just got this bad vibe. Not a sinister vibe, but a "I don't know what the heck I'd be doing for these people" kind of feeling. I don't like that kind of uncertainty. How would I know if I was doing a good job?
I so need a change, and yet change may be the very thing I fear.
Posted by Tacitus at October 20, 2006 01:29 AM